hungry

Never shed your tears on a hungry body, thirsty it should be

Never forget to hide your heart when it's not comfortable to cry

Never let your body move senseless

Never decide for others needs, let them ask you to

Never be generous to selfish poor

Never forget Love in loneliness

Never forget pride

...

how beautiful it was if I could sleep as deep as you,

to have or not ?

to have someone and feel lonely or to feel loneliness when you have nobody? which one is more tolerable?


Upon her face there was a tint of grief,
The settled shadow of an inward strife,
And an unquiet drooping of the eye,
As if its lid were charged with unshed tears.

symmetry

it has became a riddle:
every time I watch the clock, there is a symmetry in digits:
11:11
22:22
00:00
22:55
01:01
10:10
and..........................
it's time to do what?

stammering would end in getting dumb

rhythm

http://www.b4death.com/fla/lastbreath.swf

blossoms

This isn't goodbye,
even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye


It’s not the sadness of loneliness, and not the consternation of loosing,
Not the pain of a desire, not the envy of an absence …
It’s the weight of responsibility,
And the shame of a familiar looking eye,
And the pride of keeping a secret
That changes my life after her death...

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شکوفه ها

به تماشای آب های سپید

آب های سپید

سپید

شکوفه ها

زمین عریان مانده ست و باغ های گمان

و یاد مهر تو

مهر تو

ای مهربان تر از خورشید

وهم بالغ

در ناگهان ِ لحظه ی بعدی شکفته ای
بر قاعده چون وهم ِ بالغی

انبوه کرده خالی ِ هستی م در سکوت
ترسیم ِ تازه ی ابعادِ ساحلی

بر شیب ِ عروقم کرشمه وار
بی گفتگو، تجسم ِ یک واژ ِ صیقلی

می خوانمت آسانتر از نگاه
همچون طبیعت ِ بیدار ِ خلقتی

در ناگهان ِ لحظه ی بعدی که تو
از خواب کهنه به چشمم خزیده ای

interpreter

Body is a materialized simulation of the soul…
When the heart is suffering from a disease, serious damage to the brain is possible which could be more dangerous than the heart disease itself…

I don’t know a woman more sensitive and devoted to her family than my mother…every one can talk about the mothers as symbols of love and devotion…but no one has ever stopped wondering about them…my mother has a body that interprets her soul…and I have read it recently…

independent existance

You can be the leader of your thoughts till the moment that they are not expressed…
Whenever they got expressed to someone, you loose your power over them, while they got the power over you…you can no longer deny them…they’ve got a doubtless powerful separated existence…they’ve got an existence...you can no longer deny them…
You may act against your thoughts…they might change with your actions….but you can’t change an independent existence easily…
You are doomed to their will, while once your will could shape them…You may be happy with sad thoughts in your mind, but you can never feel happiness after telling bitter words escaped from your jail and gaoled you…

change

To be both sensitive and strong is impossible…
(Or may be the definition of strength is different from what people think)

But I would never lose my senses to be strong…

Could it be possible to change the way senses feel?
As you can change your mind, or thoughts…. But you can never change your logic…
Could the senses feel free, in the situations that they normally feel tortured?
I think they couldn’t without a change in the mind, although sometimes they don’t agree with the mind…

Somehow I must make my feelings free…