justification

When someone loose, the reflex of the mind is to find a justification….there should be a justification….. It’s the way that a sane struggles to keep its strength and hope……… but some of these justifications are more destructive than loosing……….
And mind is the victim of its will for saving itself…………. Absurd will and effort….
I call these statements of the mind as justifications instead of reasons of the events……. Because reasons are the real rules of actions and events, and justifications are our statements for describing those events……. I can’t consider the reason of an event as a destructive thing….. I know it’s being so positivist…. But it’s the output of a mind that believes in the conservation….. Who knows what’s the reason or if there is a reason, or an aim……. But nature shows if we believe that there is some thing, it couldn’t be negative(although this is, too, a justification of my mind)……. Justification instead is a function of our state of the existence….. all the philosophies are justifications of different humans, different states of existence, different feelings about being…………………….

I hate these justifications that are more destructive than loosing itself…………